For in much wisdom is much vexation,
and those who increase knowledge increase sorrow.
The Holy Bible: New Revised Standard Version (Nashville: Thomas Nelson Publishers, 1989), Ec 1:18.
I’m not all that wise, but I’ve found this statement of The Teacher to be true. The more I learn the more I despair over the church. I have often longed to be normal, but God has not answered that prayer.
My best advice is that you work hard not to advance beyond your second grade Sunday School class.