I enjoy the privilege of soaking in Biblical knowledge. Every single day I learn new stuff that enhances my understanding of the Bible and my relationship with God. With every piece of knowledge my appreciation of God is improved.

It is my great desire to share this joy. I feel selfish when I keep it to myself.

Yet not many are interested. Most people are content to get what they think they need at church. 

Unless your church is quite unusual, you need to get beyond it to be able to grow. 

Now that I am undergoing chemotherapy to try to rid myself of cancer, my own energy is very limited. I use the energy I have to learn more. I don’t have any left to share. I wish I had a good reason to reapportion that flow of energy.